Being on the childeren farm

hello :)


I gave up idea of typing all my poetry
here, it is just too much work, so it will
be ocasionally when I feel that it is something
really special or whatever...

Here is internet link to the place where I
stay now:

http://www.la-ferme-des-enfants.com/

I am learning the work and more importantly,
childeren and parents. This week I have schedule
so it is easier for me to plan a bit my time, not
that I am big fun of planning, but it is good to
know what is my responsibility here and what
is optional.

This place is not strictly spiritual, but many
spiritual people are here, so that is not bad.
I mean this in a sense of focus, because in other
meaning every place cn be spiritual. I had short
meditation this morning, it was good. In my
weekly schedule I walk with goats three times
and in this time frame I can be much alone,
sit in meditation, sing holy songs, do some
yoga ect. I even once tried dancing, but this
was too funny for goats and they refused to
eat, they looked at me with wonder and surprise.

After that event I gave up dancing with goats :)

Today is raining but most days is here sunny,
close by is wonderful river in which I swam
already twice or perhaps three times. So, the
combination is: beautiful nature, childeren which
are educated in alternative way - Montessori
way, farm and nice, eco people.

I had some bad dreams few times, didnt know
what was the case but my guess was combination
of too much computer nd not enought food, but
also maybe sometimes too much food :)

It seems that food is great here and it is easy
to overeat. I still feel that there is too much
people for my taste and I have to find my own
space, nonetheless once you know this place
a bit better it is possible.

What I am exactly doing so far? Well - milking
goats, walking with goats, feeding chickens,
feeding pigs, walking with two ponies, some
of those activities are with kids, some are not.
Then three times in week we have workshops
with childeren, today we were painting/drawing,
other days - gardening, ponies, compost, until
not that's it. That is official part, the other part -
talking with people and feeling their energy,
learning french, searching for other possibilities,
places, playing piano (one of the favorites, piano
is really good here :), writing poetry, writing to
my Mom, drawing, singing, joking...yes, I miss
a bit dancing but here now it is not so easy, for
me it is difficult to dance without music. Maybe
when I will start some workshops with childeren
it will be possible...

Coming to inner body - it is deepening the same
way, I still feel it harder and kind of dark on the
left arm, but it is like water passing or drops
falling into cup, suddenly it is full and you dont
know when it has happened. So, invisible, slow
process is very gentle and very powerful in the
end.

Resently I met very nice woman who is for
already 10 years working with Vietnamese
master Thin Thah Than or something like
this - probably you know, the one who started
"Plume Village" not far from Bordoux...

For today this are the news from France -
Hameau des Buis, Ardeche, not far from
Vallence.


take Care