My healing journey started when I received Light Transmission from Astrid, than it became clear to me that all my life was actually about finding MySelf, just was not aware of this before. This moment of Transmission happened during period when I was in depression and had much suicidal thoughts. Since than direction was much clariefied and gave way to amazing inner journey which is still on the run. Astrid was a student of ACIM ( A Course in Miracles ). So upon her inspiration I started working with ACIM. After intense study of about half year I received Revelation experience from Holy Spirit, which by now is my most precious memory. Difference between the encounter with Astrid and Revelation experience consisted in its intensity. The first one was just an instant of inner light, lasting perhaps a second, second one was mind-blowing, where mind was taken to the Mind and I felt totally disconnected from the body, felt One with everything, it had also quality of light and lightness, it lasted few hours. After that experience Energy started to take possesion of Jakub's body, clearing blocks in the subtle body on the way. That's like difference between Awakening and Enlightenment. Where the last takes total possesion of body integrating it into Nondual awareness, knowing in all cells that you are One with everything and only One is real. In my case however the second part of the process is still going on. And all those not so pleasant sensations connected with a process continue, like heavy sweating, shaking, pain-vibrations in the subtle body ect. Nothing to do but surrender to the One. Now it is already fourth year since initial experience with Astrid.
Peace
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