Ending of Time

 

 hello

 For last few days I read "Ending of Time"
 by Krishnamurti, it is his talk with David Bohm,
 who was physicist and a friend of Albert Einstein.
 Just as I had very hard time to read his
 "Krishnamurtis Notebook", so here it goest much
 nicer and fluent, I might say I even enjoy it. He would
 like to end time without use of time, hahahhahahaha.
 And that seems to be quite logical, but most often the
 process takes time. It seems to be a paradox, but when
 we can accept few paradoxes with open heart and in
 the spirit of not-knowing than this is not such a problem.
 Well, you see, that is my experience, I had few flashes
 of light, than I had huge awakening and experience
 of Self and then it starded to deepen. I know it might be
 more radical and instant and that seems to be the case with
 Jiddu Krishnamurti, so he was trying to convey the same
 principle to his audience. He said in the first chapter that
 he one night in India just woke up in the source of  Energy
 and this state was lasting. Some place else he says:
 "I wake up in meditation". So, meditation is, just like the
 truth is and there is no separate I.   OK, Eckhart Tolle had very similar awakening and 
 then he claims that it also deepened, his opinion was
 that even if it is so sudden and radical there is still
 a period of grounding and assimilation of That to
 day-to-day activity. I don't want to take any side here,
 but my experience is close to the Eckhart case and idea.
 And the I doesn't have to be the ego, that can be the Spirit
 with his infinite space and light.