Results of the Meditation Experiment

 hi :)


 It seems that I always talk to mySelf anyway, but still
 it might be more amusing to hide and play like if I
 don't know you, than, it is rich and always new and
 unexpected. My little meditation experiment fall
 short pretty quickly, well it seems I am too much
 conditioned to meditate and couldn't really do
 even without formal meditation. I started or stopped
 by doing kriya around 5 a.m. with intentien to relax
 and fall deeper into sleep. It was working somehow,
 probably not very deep sleep, but it was for 3 more
 hours and relative rest, relaxation. So, this morning
 I again did sudarshan kriya and feel good. Probably
 some parts of Reality come to know itSelf by practice
 and some other parts by no-practice. Of course,
 the assumption is that still some parts exist at all,
 and that might be seductive in destructive, conflicting
 way, but as far as language is limiting I presume that
 this will be OK explanation at this moment.


      be the Love