I had two days break from internet, my sleep was better because of this. I think it was saturday morning when I was singing some song to Holy Mother and was crying. I felt when Energy which can be probably other name for Holy Spirit went inside my left arm, left side of a neck and I felt how it was dissolving something heavy there. It is not over yet, I am observing that process for last 7 years or so. In those days I was also busy with "the work", some of my stories were:"my mom is perfectionistic","she is manipulative","my dad is greedy","my dad is agressive","he wants money from me","he is fascist" (about one of our neighbours),"it is all the same" (while painting). So, as you can see in this mindstream there is still quite much stressful stories, well, that keeps me busy :)
This morning had again short, silent meditation and feel all right. For the first time since few days there is wonderful sun and full of light, joy, atmosphere outside.
be the Love
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