This was last audio with Katie on this CD which I got from my friend. Very short but heavy case, man couldn't live any more with his wife and left her, then after 3 months she asked him to help him with some paper work, he came, then after helping her she shot herself. I am not sure about the details, but the point was that he had terrible guilt feelings because he belived that he could do something to avoid it. Yes, this was intense session, but nonetheless he finally saw that he couldn't do better and that death of his wife wasn't his responsibility. He found peace within himself and with his wife in his head and heart. Katie said that only horror is in our heads and perhaps this lady really did the best she could, because she didn't know the other way to stop the hell inside her mind. Then I started to watch some more videos with her on YouTube, I liked especially the one with two black girls, one was about racism the other about prejudice around the same issue. I will give you the links here:
Maybe you will like one more video, which is about "the work" and the place to which it takes you, she is talking here about her own experience of peace:
In the evening I was listening to some more Gangaji, (being in peace - audio) she was talking about embracing everything the way it is. She often calls that "stopping" where you don't try anymore to change or improve your experience and just are the space for it. She was talking with some man and in one point she said:"this stillness doesn't need for anything to be still" :)
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