This last weekend I again had break from computer, not to count watching movie with my younger brother. It was hard to resist. Saturday I was not meditating, but meditation was happening anyway, when I came back from the shop I felt a bit tired and lied down, then I started to feel much movement in the body of energy, I was crying and laughting, this lasted maybe an hour or so. When I stood up I felt much lighter and kind of very happy. This energy was doing something on my left arm, but also on the back of my head and in other places. Sunday I had some little meditation and was reading some book by C.S.Lewis "Horse and His Boy", it was quite interesting, much fantasy and adventures. Outside it was very wet weather, slippery roads and muds everywhere, so it didn't feel like going anywhere, but I did went to the church with my younger brother, just to make some walk. He was baking for us some cake and was talking a story of his last dream, then he was smiling and I saw a great beauty in his face. Last night sleep was very good. Today morning had again short meditation. Still, my left side of the body feels heavy (especially around neck and ear), but it takes time for healing to take place. During those days I was looking for stressful thoughts to do eventually "the work" on it, but most of the time I was aware of the feeling in the body and not of the thoughts. OK, so be it. I notice, notice, notice.
be the Love :)
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